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Above the Clouds: Don’t get caught in the Storm

“The world will be covered in a dark shroud of illusion while the Light enters this dimension”, was the message I obtained just before 2020. “Use this time to grow. Do not get caught with what is happening. All is not what it seems. Look within, only there will you grow. Left is Right, Right is Left, Up is Down, and Down is Up. You will not be able to tell where things are going from your eyes. Only from your heart.”

I kinda squandered some time despite getting some important information

2020 has a lot going on and I do think 2021 will not slow down. It will visibly be slower, but deeper things will be rushing by the likes of the underground rivers of the Earth. Those tuned on lower frequencies will not notice a thing except that things will become a lot more chiller. This will continue for some time. For others however, prepare for the

All was not lost

If you saw my media around that time(specifically Instagram). I did not take much heed to that message. I did not use my time too well in personal growth and I did not meditate as mu as I would have liked. Although, I feel that all of this was meant to be. I needed to know how struggling was like before I could teach others.

I also would bring forth a book to help people of ALL frequencies and vibrations. It needed to be capable of reaching the lower levels. I needed to know the terrain.

Birds fly in the Air. Fish swim in the Sea. While Worms Revel in the Dirt.

I could not reach others if I were to simply talk in higher terms. The higher terms are so simple but virtually impossible to directly translate to the lower dimensions where they would be readily understood.

Speaking to the Worms, Fish, and Birds

For example, Reality directly reflects Consciousness is very simple. What are you manifest is instantly around you. There is no “time buffer”. The only reason such exist s because you created-or manifested-one in your consciousness. Most people, even some of the most advanced manifestors would cry “bullshit” and “fluff” when I preach such. I will admit that I do have belief in a time buffer and I do understand how they experience manifestation. I can empathize not only sympathize. However, it is completely possible to immediately and instantly manifest everything and anything. More and more people will begin finding themselves be capable as more and more blockages are cleared.

Return to growth

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Getting back on the Magical Meditation Horse!

At the beginning of “Summer” after High School “ended”, I began hanging out with two of my friends quite closely. We did a lot around town and messed around. Recently however, we have been a bit distant. This is not a bbad thing. I believe this was so that I could have free time for myself to grow. I am about to begin learning how to raise Kundalini and face my innermost fears. Robert Bruce is very legit. You can find instructions of his Energy Techniques.

A side note…

Before I continue, these links are not affiliate links. I had to manifest the 400$ in order to take it. You want to have the focus to manifest 400$ to take it. Kundalini when raised improperly has killed people and ruined their lives. (An affiliate program would have been a fun way to get the money though) It was a rough one, but it was generally fun. I found a job earlier in around January and moved for one where my friends worked just around May.

I am not paid to say this. I have dealt with fluff in my years of Energy Work and whatnot. I can tell you when he says they are “more effective than any current technique”, he means it. I have not had as much success nor as much intense experiences from such. I literally have shit my pants. (No joke, intense Root Chakra activation will excite the organs nearby… And yeah… And this is not psychosomatic because I generally have firm stool. I have only have had loose stool during such. Wow. Now you know about my shit-literally. Anyways…)

He offers a free Energy Primer and you can get his books off amazon or find them. You will get information if you seek it one way or another. There is enough to piece on the forums and the internet on what he talks about and some of his main works were more polished versions of his forum posts.

It is difficult, but possible

Opening Sky

Recently, I have been meditating more and more. My senses have vastly improved and I can sense energy even more strongly. I am currently facing fears right now that were deep rooted in the past. Even though I am above the clouds, there are still challenges that await me.

Often I do find myself engaging in 3rd Dimensional politics and drama. It is so hard to watch the world appear to go bad without doing anything directly to help it(from a 3rd Dimensional Standpoint). I do sense that on the deepest levels that I do know that if I were to not directly engage with the 3rd Dimensional stuff it would still improve as the course has been generally set.

On the shallow levels, I have been growing more and more accepting to the fact that raising my frequency will do more help than staying in the Dirt. And in doing such, I inspire others to take the same journey. In the Kybalion, it is said higher principles override lower principles. The ability to manifest overrides the “solidity” of the earthly planes(which is why you do hear of “miracles” happening from attracting massive amounts of wealth or gurus levitating in the Himalayas).

The Storm is a choice

“The world will be covered in a dark shroud of illusion while the Light enters this dimension. Use this time to grow. Do not get caught with what is happening. All is not what it seems. Look within, only there will you grow. Left is Right, Right is Left, Up is Down, and Down is Up. You will not be able to tell where things are going from your eyes. Only from your heart.”

Message from Above

I urge you to grow. Some of you will still be involved in the lower levels because you have chosen on a higher level to experience such. Others, who have come here to raise the frequency, I urge you to remember. The Earth is entering a new era. This era will be perceived by those on such frequencies. Despite the opening of such possibility. We will maintain a diversity of frequencies but now the 5th dimension will be an “easier” possibility.

It is all a game of evolution

2020 be feeling like this at times

It is not less spiritual to be involved with the 3rd Dimension. The 3rd Dimension contains information that is not as apparent to the 5th Dimension. You never really get “hurt”.

Why people first person shooter video games? Warfare is exhilarating and exciting. And we learn a lot from working with team mates and being cautious. All without real bloodshed.

The same is why we came to the 3rd Dimension. It is a game. Play the game. You are a beautiful being regardless. Like video games, we can get so involved we forget where we come from. Like video games we desire to do stuff in “real life” as well. This is why we have more people ascending to the 5th dimension and activating their capabilities in such.

You have free will to choose your reality to your desire

If you desire to revel in the dirt.
By all means, you are beautiful for doing such and experiencing the lessons.

If you desire to swim in the sea, by all means, you are beautiful for doing such and experiencing the lessons.

But if you do desire to soar. Now is the time.
Go above the clouds.
Past the lightning bolts and thunder crash.
There you will find peace.

Gratitudes to these Public Domain Picture sources!
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Be not Afraid: Why Death is your Friend

The mysterious fortune teller lady from the Hollywood Movie realm magically spreads her cards. She arranges them in a familiar cross pattern and slowly turns over the card. “Your first card…”, she begins dramatically. The card in the center is overturned. It is a skull. “Death.”
“Oh shit o shit shit shit shit shit!”, you frantically scream as you attempt to make your way out of the dim parlor.

The ridiculous amount of incense both cloud your vision-and your smell. You feel nauseous… Maybe too nauseous as you finally feel the antique door. You can feel her eyes digging into your soul… Perhaps some ancient Gypsy Magic that has been passed down from generation to generation. “I don’t want your gypsy magic anymore!”, you scream. “I’m from California”, her croaky voice replies, “And my relatives were from Sweden.”

Most people are sensibly afraid of Death. Life is so awesome and has many things to offer. You have trees, the physical Sun, the wind, taxes, bills, jobs, cute doggos, aggressive doggos, psychic doggos, and hippies. Not many of us has ever contact those who have gone from this material realm and there lies the possibility that such contacts are merely the product of “human imagination”.

It may surprise you at first, but my favorite Tarot card is Death itself.

Wtf bro. How are you still alive to type this shit?

At least 50% of readers.

What is Death in the First Place?

Have you ever stopped to think what exactly death is? Chances are, probably not. Most likely you see death as rotten, decaying bodies. You see skulls, bones and grimp reapers. Perhaps you have lost someone you dearly loved to Death. Death is a cruel god. Perhaps you see Death as uncertainty. Will you go to Heaven? Or Hell? Is there even a Heaven or Hell? Or do you just cease to experience anything and become literally Nothing-something that is quite impossible for anyone to truly imagine being. Fortunately for you, those deal with the Afterlife(if such exists you think), we’re going to focus on our good ol’ friend Death.

“Our elders do not despise the new. It is because they mourn the end of their era, their world.”

Deep thought I had

Death is Merely the End of Something

Given the mortal nature of our bodies(due to our belief processes), Death is mostly associated with the end of life. We do not see it only in ourselves but in other species. When our ancestors hunted wild animals, they saw what was conscious suddenly become the likes of the stones that they had tread upon. Even the trees eventually die on their own. Is there no limit to what Death can touch?

Death is not limited to what is classically regarded as “alive”. Everything, even abstract concepts, are subject to Death. When humans entered the Earth it was the Death of an era of the ultimate rule of Nature over the Earth(although we should learn to work with Nature as Nature knows how to always win in the end). When we learned to farm and domesticate, our days of hunting and gathering virtually met Death. As we began creating machines such as wheels and irrigation, the age of having to spend so much effort on manual labor began walking towards Death. Even though we still have societies to this day that hunt and gather as well as perform only manual labor without any machinations, to the rest of society, such antique aspects of life are ultimately Dead.

The Death of something is not entirely bad

As we learn and grow, certain things become old and become blockages. The only thing we can do is to release and let them go. Sometimes it is sad to see such familiar things fade away. Recently, I was contemplating my childhood as I graduated High School. I saw what I would leave behind and what I would keep. Of course, has I have changed, so has those things and thus have went through Death.

It may be an odd way of seeing Death, but think of those annoying TV shows that you watched. Sure, other shows were and still are timeless classics such as Jacob Two Two and Rupert(only those who did not have cable will understand), but I can guarantee with a hand sanitizer 99.99% accuracy that there is a show that you cannot be paid to sit and watch(like Barney and Friends). I think we can agree that the Death of those days is a good thing.

Death has it’s time-do not go gung ho with Death plz

I hope that you have read through this article because I would like to make it super duper chocolately clear that this article is not advocate killing yourself or someone else. If you have already grabbed the butcher knife, please note that I had emphasized that Death has a side other than the death of biological life!

Death has a deeper side and is not limited to biological life!


But do not go bringing Death to things in your life that don’t need Death. If things are going well and you are satisfied, there is no need to “throw the console with the video games(or the “baby with the bathwater” if you’re from the older generations).

However, if you do need to end something in your life. Then now is the time-but be very sure. If you have a releationship that is simply not meant to be and you have tried to manifeset it getting better but the otheer person is not willing to hep improve it the only way is the Death of the Relationship(not the person, put the knife down). If you are in a terrible job and you have an opportunity or an amazing business idea that your Heart(true heart, not just “I feel”, but the one of LOVE, and not hate.), then it is time for the Death of the Job(and not your boss. Maybe they’ll bring Death to their era of being a shitty boss, but they can’t if they’re not alive so put down the katana and chill).

But still work with it

Death may seem like a scary thing. It “takes” away your loved ones and “demolishes” all that you have worked for. Death is not the end! It is merely the transition. What is necessarily for Birth, and a New Life.

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Beauty of the Night: How to Overcome Fear

One of the most common associations with Night is negativity. There are shadows and darkness and things the creep and crawl. People that literally creep and crawl. Danger around every corner. It is not safe to be outside. You hide in your home with hope that no one will try to break in. You sleep restlessly in the Night in your most vulnerable position.

Why I find the Night beautiful

Other than Dusk and Dawn, I find the Night being more beautiful than Day. When you are with civilization, there are a multitude of sights to see and sounds to hear. People are still out and about having a good time. When driving on the Interstate, the sections with lights are look marvelous. Usually there are just enough people with you driving to keep the darker sections lit without overcrowding the road.

It may seem foolish to walk out at night but there is no heat to beat you down in the summertime. Without the hustle and bustle of the Day, there is a certain sense of peace that overwhelms the soul. As mankind goes to sleep, Nature stays awake. If there was any true “City that doesn’t sleep”, it would be Nature’s kingdom.

A song that would describe a peaceful walk at night would be Oliver Nelson’s “Stolen Moments”. It also goes well with Dusk and Dawn. (This is not an affiliate embed nor my Youtube channel. I make no money off of it. If anything, I am reward with joy for sharing such a chill song with you ^_^)

What about the Danger?

If you are in a state of true love and happiness and alignment at the same time, there is nothing that can harm you. I have not had anything bad happen to me walking outside alone at night. I know there are stories of other people, but those people are neither me nor you. It is one of the most remarkable experiences to “sense” everything around you being filled with love. Even in a dark alleyway there will be peace.

It’s not that the Universe has your back, the Universe is simply providing you with the experience that you have set your consciousness to. If you think about a Beautiful Night you get a Beautiful Night, if you think Spooky Night, then you will get a Spooky Night with Spooky Skeletons and Shivers Down your Spine. (Don’t forget about the Shrieking Skulls that Shock you Soul… And seal your Doom tonight).

Why there is still Fear of the Night

I will be honest that when you first go out at Night alone, there are so many things that look like something could be hiding there. There’s trees, dark alleyways, trashcans, and really sharp corners. It is deeply ingrained within our genetics:

We needed fear to survive lower dimensional consciousness, but we are evolving far beyond that.

What a study on mice says about men

Interestingly, a study done on mice scientifically proved that fearful beliefs can be passed from parent to child without having the child to have the same experience in the child. It involved mice and has yet to be performed on humans(given the nature of the experiment, it needs to be modified so it may be ethically carried out). On the other hand, if mice-which do share similarities with humans-(and thus are the choice of animal test subjects)-are able to pass down fears through generations genetically, it does point out that so can humans.

Even if it is not genetic, fear is still passed down through generations

It is not yet apparent that our fears are passed through our very DNA; however, our very culture, our Consciousness, does have fears ingrained that are taught from parent to child. It makes sense, a society educating their chidren on how to survive.

Moving past outdated lower dimensional fears

You do not need to fear the Night. There is is a Hidden Beauty that is available to you without any danger. As you shift your consciousness into higher realms of peace and love, all threats begin to fade away. Beause you resonate so strongly on Beauty and Awesome Shit, then nothing that doesn’t resonate on that vibration can come close to you.

If you do have any resonance of Unwanted Danger, then the Universe will dutifully bring to you what you have told it to bring to you.

It is usually a long process to work out deep beliefs. I myself am still in that process. The general steps go like this:

  1. Realize you have a fear or outdated belief
  2. Begin to contemplate upon it. Send it love and thank it for the lesson
  3. Release the belief without any resistance.
  4. 1-3 Wash, rinse, repeat.

Of course, even though these steps are simple, the execution of even step 1 can be difficult.

Step 1 in Detail

What beliefs do you have right now? Which beliefs serve you? Which ones hold you back. Make a list of possible beliefs if you are not sure. Did you ever have a good moment or wwanted to do something you knew that was good but then your mind hindered you? That’s likely a detrimental belief. Choose one for Step 2.

Step 2 in Detail

Why do you have this belief? Was there an experience that led you to support it? Can you reevaluate such experience? If you don’t know, is there any reason to support the belief? What 3rd Dimensional reasons justify such blieffs? What 4th and 5th Dimensional reasons can you think of? Is the belief out of Love? Can you find a way to turn the belief into Love?

Step 3 in Detail

Are there any reasons to keep this belief? Fear has no true power. It only appears to have power. The only power fear has is power that you have. It is now time to reclaim that power. Let the fear go. Fear is Blockage and thus meditation can be used to overcome and transcend such.

Step 4 in Detail

Letting go of Fear can be a taxing thing. If you need to take a break, by all means take a break. You already have a list from Step 1. If you don’t, you either have cleared all your fears or have some deeper ones. In time they will surface-you can also go deeper towards them.

Be not afraid of that Good Night

I was going to write a general conclusion but I just had an idea for a poem

Be not afraid of That Good Night
Be not afraid of That Good Night!
Do not fear Darkness, Shadows, and Things that Fright…

Although you may desire to see the Light
You may find it within…
On that Good Night.


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Why the 1 Minute Meditation is the Most Powerful Meditation

Meditation is a diverse topic. There are breathing meditations, walking meditations, chakra meditations, even more chakra meditations, and more breathing meditations, and Mer Ka Ba meditations, astral projection meditations, manifestation meditations… Surely, there ought to be a meditation that is the “one to rule them all”.

Say Hello to the 1 Minute Meditation: Breath Edition

  1. Set the timer to 1 minute or 1 minute and 5 seconds to give yourself time to get into position.
  2. Press the start button(duh)
  3. Close your eyes and position yourself quickly in a relaxed manner.
  4. Do the following steps with gentle focus to the breath.
  5. Breathe in deeply.
  6. Breathe out slowly.
  7. If you have any thoughts, let them play but do not engage. It’s like that annoying sibling. They’re grabbing you by the shirt and wanting you to play some My Little Pony games. Don’t engage with them, just keep doing what you are doing and it will pass πŸ™‚
  8. If you do want to play My Little Pony, surely you can wait 1 minute πŸ˜‰
  9. Keep doing steps 6-8 until the timer rings.
  10. Do this meditation at a given time every day. I’m pretty sure 1 minute will not ruin any antics that you do in the morning.

So… Just focus on my fucking breath for 1 minute? I want my money back.

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Of all the meditations that I have experimented with, the 1 Minute Meditation is powerful not only in its effect but its versatility. You don’t have to focus on your breath. You can do each chakra rather quickly or simply send energy to the Earth or the Stars or the Universe. You can imagine yourself being cleansed of dark energy by visualizing light! Mentally burst through one or more “walls”… You can even attain some sort of inner wisdom by speaking with Unicycle Frog. “Anything goes”, as they say πŸ™‚

The Importance of 1 Minute

Okay, so it’s basically just any meditation that is done within 1 minute. That’s the most half-assed meditation I have ever encountered. Surely 30 minutes would have a greater effect!

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It is very important that the meditation is done within 1 minute. The that lies within doing a meditation within a minute is that it sets the requirement for completing said meditation very minimal. If you are a beginner, how well can you stick to a 1 hour regimen every day? Over half of you(including me in the past), would not last a single day.

There is no point in meditation for 30 minutes a day if it does not happen!

It’s a Magical Meditation Horse Charlie!

Also, some of you might have “fallen off the Cosmic Meditation Horse”. Perhaps for the past year you were able to pull off 1 hour meditations daily without fail and suddenly a shit-ton of work deadlines threw you off. Now you can throw yourself back on for only 1 minute a day! That’s sounds like a better deal than those 72 month 0% apr car financing offers.

Seriously Meditation for 1 Minute right now. I’ll shut up so you can do it.

Usually I do enjoy going into some of the science and other connections that the 1 Minute Meditation have… But that won’t help you, so I won’t spam more information just for the sake of sacrificing to the holy benevolent god we call SEO. What will help you is doing 1 Minute, at least 1 Time, each and every Day. Now a deep breath, relax, and close your eyes…

Magical Meditatation Horse


How not Caring about Manifestation will Speed Up your Manifestation

“Oh noes! If I don’t have that feather appear in exactly 24 hours 32 minutes and 6 seconds, I am doomed!”, screams the deep subconscious as you begin to desperately “Ask, Believe, and Receive”. Now don’t get me wrong, if you get super skilled, you can make a sparkly pink feather appear in exactly 24 hours 32 minutes and 6 seconds, but only if you get super skilled.

The first wall to dissolve for most people is finding something to manifest. You see, you need to find a desire that aligns with everything within your mind, heart, and soul. If any of those are not aligned, it will create resistance that will become part of the manifestation.

Parasitic Thoughts

What mostly happens when someone attempts to manifest a thought is that their other levels will attach a thought to that thought. Whenever you send a message, all aspects will send that message. If you think “I have a million dollars” consciously, “I need to work hard” subconsciously, and feel “poor”, then you will not manifest a million dollars at all. You also have your higher self which has beliefs.

More often than not, you will not really want a million dollars, you will want the things that generally are stereotypically associated with a million dollars. Maybe you want to not have to work as hard or have a lot of free time to hang out with friends and loved ones. Your higher self or what some like to refer to as a “superconscious” will prevent you from manifesting a million dollars because it is still echoing you having just enough money for such shenanigans.

This conflicted state is exacerbated when the conscious mind starts to scream louder in the manner that an infant cries for candy.

“I want a puppy” you ask. “Okay, I will get you puppy within the boundaries of your current conscious state”, replies the universe. “I don’t see puppy. I want puppy.”, you reply. “Okay, I will get you you wanting puppy.” “I don’t see puppy. I want puppy that is not here.” “Okay, I will get you you wanting a puppy that you don’t want to see.”

As you see, you do end up getting what you want. The universe reflected your state precisely and instantaneously.

For most people, their beliefs are so deeply ingrained that it would take a massive amount of effort to clear them in a timely manner. Another approach is to “bend the rules” and find loopholes within your belief system.

There is no order that is placed. But it’s a useful loophole for deeply ingrained beliefs of scarcity.

Hack your mind. Exploit the bugs πŸ™‚ I’m going to create an article title that.

For the thousandth time, you will now hear of the amazing analogy of “placing your order” for your manifestation to come to fruition. On the grand scale, it is utter bullshit, there is no imposed “buffer” for some shit to pop into existence. The only buffer is created is literally by your mind.

But the “placing your order” analogy is very useful because most people will have the belief that things take time to appear. For all our lives, we have observed the apples grow over the seasons, taking hours or even days to write that blog post, and others grinding away to an 8 to 5 job to obtain some income. Not only that, it takes two days for that online order to come in.

It is correct that you should not “spam” the order button. Because by spamming the order button, you affirm to yourself that you do not have said item. If I were to order some suspicious mankinis online, I don’t order another pair just because I don’t believe I don’t have them. No, I have the mankinis, the mankinis are on their way, and it is a matter of time that my friends will be questioning my life choices even further.

Now understand that it is important to understand that believing that this system of order placing is not necessary. It is merely an adaptation of current beliefs and shifts them in a manner that they allow manifestation to start happening. The order system itself is actually a parasitic belief that attaches itself and hinders that manifestation. What makes such a parasite useful is that it provides a better alternative to being stuck in a standstill for the meantime.

How to not care

Recently in fact, I found that manifesting things in this manner more and more. I would just vaguely think “wouldn’t it be awesome for this to happen today or whenever”, feel it go into the future and move on with my day. Suddenly, usually later that day, the thing I would ask for would appear out of the blue. Some of these things that I have asked had no certainty of happening like obtaining a fun job for the summer during the the job drop when 2020 said “it’s coronatime!”

It is very simple:

Just set it and forget it!

I think this quote already exists but whatever, it popped into my head. I usually read it in my head with a Brooklynite accent.

How to get started?

First, ask yourself, “what is something cool that could happen?” Place your hand on your heart and focus upon it. Bring up a memory of sometime when you had a happy surprise and a memory when you were in a “flow” state of happiness, if you don’t have such memories, use your imagination. Next, firmly wave your wand… Oops, wrong dimension. If it helps, do find a wand a wave it.

Second, see it vividly within your mind. And feel it strongly within your heart. What is happening from your point of view? What is the emotion that it brings you? How does the scene feel, taste, and smell? You should be seeing nothing short of awesomeness and feeling nothing short of pure love and joy.

Third, imagine the scene moving forward into your future. It will tell your subconscious to begin changing vibration. Eventually, you will not need it at all. Imagine your energy spreading throughout the earth. If you are feeling extra, give thanks for everything that you have already been given-sometimes it helps to skip this step as doing these extra things for some people are because they lack faith in their inherent abilities.

Fourth, literally stop giving a fuck. Just trust it is there. How do you feel that you have your hands? If you are a really thankful person, you are constantly aware of them. For a majority of people at the time of this writing, they don’t feel anything, “Okay, my hands are there. I wonder what I should have for lunch?” So you feel that you have that thing. For example, if you are trying(are) to manifest a good time, you would act as if you already had that good time in the future. Maybe you’re excited. Maybe it’s just there and you “cruise” on your thought.

Five, go about your day and not give a fuck. Go around town and order some lattes and tea. Frolick in the fields. Get kicked out of a store. Get kicked out of another store.

It’s really that simple, no trick.

Think of something cool, preferable from your heart. Set it and forget it. Let it go. It’s simpler than this last paragraph. Most importantly, have fun.

Person’s feet implying that they have let go and trust the universe.
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Random Driving: An Accidentally Discovered Exercise of Following the Heart

A majority of you are probably listening to spiritual youtubers(probably more so given this current era) and come across that annoying monthly Mindvalley advertisement πŸ˜‰ This month’s amazing advertisement came from Jeffrey Allen’s course on what I call “Doing cool shit with energy”. Usually I would hit the skip button because it’s an ad. As usual, the Universe decided to speak in many ways and this time it chose to speak through a Youtube Ad. It goes to show that nothing is inherently evil and everything still contains the divine spark that imbued it with existence and life.

Back to the topic, Jeffrey Allen spoke of “Following his heart no matter what” and the most amazing experiences that followed. He cites that his decision to follow his heart has led to his career of teaching meditation. Basically, he was given a promotion in his engineering company, but they couldn’t not afford to give me a pay raise. So his manager told him to simply ask for something else. So his heart told him to get roughly around a “month’s vacation paid” and the month of May off. When he went to see his friend, another friend came. Lo and behold she taught a spirituality class and needed someone else to teach. Lo and behold, she needed someone for the month of May.

The Universe does really know what to give to you if you let it. The Universe respects Free Will, you have the right to be unhappy.

Learning to navigate from within

Just yesterday I was doing some shenanigans with my friend and when he dropped me off, I realized that my backpack was left in his trunk. So I had to drive all the way back to his house which has a very very very suburban layout. It was the kind of neighborhood that had to tune the speed limit down to 25, but should really have it at 20 or even 15 given some of the crazy antics the roads do to comply with the terrain.

I have always used a GPS to go to his house. And I have only driver there twice without giving much attention to which turns-not that I had the option to.

I decided to try an experiment and simply drive to his place without a GPS(was it because I was feeling pretty lazy after an afternoon of chilling? Likely). So I stood before the labyrinth and started moving. For some reason, my heart told me to take a left instead of right. The only thing I remember was that the GPS would tell me to go right. I followed.

The roads were unfamiliar and the terrain made me feel hostage but I refused to turn on the GPS. I simply felt that I should take this road or that. I could even feel alternative routes.

The interesting things is that I intended to use my heart and not just my mental instincts. I could feel that I should just take that turn and everything would be alright.

I make it to his house and get the backpack, had a nice short talk and started to head home. Getting outside of his neighborhood is generally harder than getting inside. It’s only of those places where the roads look completely different when you go the other way on them. Nevertheless, I made it in with my heart, perhaps I would make it out.

Just the same way, I felt which turns to take and when I should make them. It is rather odd both known what to do and feeling completely clueless at the same time.

Falling from grace

I decided to continue the exercise and start driving around to see some beautiful scenery. Unfortunately, I started overanalyzing and started getting further from being in tune with my heart and head to turn back.

To follow your heart is a rather delicate thing. You have to be there, but not be there too much. You have to let it speak(well, let you speak). You have to shut up(your mind) and see what infinite wisdom awaits you.

Basic Gist

This is a very simple exercise. Just go drive around and intend to go somewhere. Maybe you want to see a beautiful scene of nature or come across a lemon tree(when life gives you lemons). Perhaps you want to find a good restaurant or come across a friend or be at the right place at the right time for something amazing to happen.

Then take a deep breath, silence you mind and feel from your heart. You’ll feel a certain tug to a certain road. Don’t analyze it, just follow it. The moment you start analyzing and second guessing yourself, you are losing your connection with the wisdom of the heart.

Since you are no longer navigating what is likely unfamiliar roads with the wisdom of the heart, you should probably use your mind or a GPS and call it a day. The more you practice, the more skilled you will become at following your heart.

Also, if your “heart” tells you to crash the car, for the love of all, double check! Chances are you’re not diving deep enough. Expect to have a pull to go down that unfamiliar road, you might discover something beautiful.

Life is a Highway

Life is like a really long drive. There are so many crossroads, highways and hazards. Despite the power of the GPS and the mind, it is best to simply follow your heart from a state of love because it will lead you to more love. As you forge on and gain experience, you will be able to drive yourself in daily life where everything just works perfectly. Even things that bug you turn out to be a blessing in disguised-even that blown radiator cap.

Cool public domain picture sources:
Awesome highway into the Amazing Sun
Cool pic of road with sun


The Universe is your Mirror: The overlooked simplicity of Manifestation

It is common fact that whatever you think will become true. It is also common fact that most people who try think things into existence will fail to their disappointment. The act of manifestation is quite simple. You wield massive power over your domain of your experience. What you experience is literally the manifestation of your conscious state.

The Universe is your Mirror.

Likely too simple for ya

“Hippy Bullshit!” most people will cry. Tears streaming down their face as their dreams of flying on a broomstick at Hogwarts are shattered. Attempts to win the lottery end up costing more overpriced Starbucks Lattes than caffeine addicts would ever spend in their lifetime. What was an investment in expensive manifestation courses became a loss in both time, money, and mental stability.

Why you rock at manifestation suck at intentional manifestation

The term “thoughts” generally indicate the presence of an idea within the conscious Mind. Most people tend to overlook the subconscious level. Even if someone were to think that they were invited to Howarts to fly broomsticks and defeat dark lords, they would utterly fail because the subconscious deems such as bullshit.

The basic gist goes:

  1. Conscious says “I can fly”
  2. Subconscious says “gravity.”

Ultimately, the “message” that is “sent” to the universe is “I think I can fly, but gravity won’t let me.” As the universe says, “Your wish is my command.” Congratulations! You have instantly manifested your thoughts!

Most people will then attempt to amplify their conscious thoughts even louder in hopes of reaching the universe. The issue with that is everyone has infinitely powerful and instantaneous access to such powers, so there is no room nor place to go upwards to.

You cannot ignore the rest of consciousness and expect cool shit to happen

You just can’t.

Like literally

Imagine trying to walk forward with your left foot while walking backwards with your right foot. You end up in the same spot-usually with more pain. Both the conscious and subconscious must be on the same page. If they are not, you will end up doing the splits.

The Mind is not the only aspect of your consciousness.

You have the Heart and the Soul. Usually, you have a Higher Self and a Lower Self. You must first realize what you really are. Soon, you being to realize that you are One with the entire fucking universe itself.

“Limits” of manifestation

As there are multiple “units” of consciousness(in truth a single One), each “unit” of consciousness possess infinite power. However, “what if one unit of consciousness wants the entire universe to be something different than another?”

Two different “experiences” will not occur within neither the same space nor the same time. As each “unit” of consciousness has individual freedom, one unit of consciousness cannot subjugate another unit of consciousness to an experience that the other would not give permission to?
So why can people beat each other on the streets? Because on the deep level, the consciousness has given permission to live by such rules of physics-which consequently enables others to beat others up without obtaining the Conscious Permission.

If you were to adjust your consciousness to a state where you did not give any permission to anyone to beat you up, you would not be beaten up.

The Issue is not Manifestation, but shifting your Consciousness to a desired state.

For most people, now the formerly spiritual exercise of Manifestation has become a “psychological” one. Meditation will be your friend. Deep seated blockages can be dealt with. The Dark Wall Meditation is a nice one to start with. All that matters is that you start shifting and exploring deeper levels of yourself.

You will find out that you made choices long ago that you have forgotten. You will find what you truly want. You will be free from the limited Conscious Mind. All aspects of your consciousness will be one day found. With such unity, mountains will move for you. In the meantime, enjoy the challenge.



Dark Wall Meditation

Often in life we come across some form of blockage whether it is from tragedy, people not liking us, and not winning the lottery. These blockages embed themselves deep into the mind. The only way to release yourself from these blockages is to uproot them yourself. And the only way to uproot them is to venture deep into the Mariana’s Trench.


One of the most overlooked things in meditation is being ready to do the meditation itself. Most will put on their headphones and then think about the ongoing day and other drama. It is time to go into the inner world, not the realm of Cheesecake Riots and Screaming. Trust me, it’s a lot more peaceful and fun.

Generally you will want to be reclined if not sitting up. Most people tend to fall asleep when lying down as the human mind is conditioned to sleep because that’s what people do when lying down.

Be away from distractions. Uninstall the social media if you have to. Close the windows. Tell everyone that you’re taking a small vacation from this bullshit and you’re probably goinig to end up operation on a higher frequency where you won’t be phased by said bullshit. Give mom and dad a hug ect. Turn off the television, burn it if you have to. If you are hungry, the energy systems generally tend to flow wayyy better without food as energy is not spent on digesting said food(read New Energy Ways by Robert Bruce or watch his videos, they legitimately work surprisingly fast).

Most importantly: Send gratitude to the universe for the opportunity of personal growth.

Entering Deeper States

In order to go into the subconscious levels, you need to get there. If you were to simply perform the bulk of the meditation in your everyday state, you would not do much. It is like trying to buy from the grocery store without driving there in the first place. You can call for the cashier all you want, but that cashier’s still going to be 5 miles away. In the future teleportation will be all the rage.

Begin by focusing on your amazing body. Appreciate it-that’s the only way beauty will grow if you are insecure about how you look. Feel the amazing complexity that mother nature has gifted us. Each muscle and bone and blood vessel. Feel the deep energy currents running constantly day by day.

Imagine that each muscle is now relaxing to the fullest. If you cannot imagine the negative energy being converted into positive energy, release it. Let the negative energy be dispersed and be converted by the abundance of positive energy around you.

Let the energy coarse through your body and relax you even further. Feel yourself falling deeper and deeper…

Dissolving the Blockages

You are now in the deep state. What do you see? Can you see any walls before you? The walls represent your blockages. If you cannot see any walls can you feel any walls? Try asking for light to be shown. Is there a massive all before you? A bunch of smaller ones? It doesn’t matter-all the matters is that those walls are going to be dissolved today.

Are those walls dark and grimy with dull energy? Are they firey and angry? Do you find yourself in a black void? Is the black void filled with love? Or is the black void filled with fear and things out to get you?

Go to a wall and feel how negative it is but also feel the trapped positive energy around and within it just waiting to get out. Feel a warm light around you-any color that you wish-and touch a wall. Feel the warmth dissolving the wall and converting the negative energy to positive. Feel the flow of energy becoming restored.

Go to each wall and dissolve them. You may start seeing visions of why the walls were put there in the first place. These visions may be intense. Now is not the time to run, go forth and deal with them. If not, feel free to deal with them later.

If you are feeling confident, don’t just visualize, but feel the energy surging out of you hands. Point your hands to a wall and watch the energy take the wall away. Feel the released positive energy around you and an increase flow. I usually perceive this as a strong wind. As the walls dissolve, more light will come and you may or may not find yourself in a beautiful scene of nature.


Once you are satisfied with your session. Send gratitude to the universe once again and imagine yourself flying high above the scene. Feel energy rushing throughout your body. You feel energized and cannot sit any longer! Sit up! (Maybe not too fast or else you might see “stars”) Stretch your wonderful body. Send gratitude to it. If you have not cleared all of the blockages, be thankful that you have cleared some. If you have not cleared any, be thankful that you know how to move forward. If you don’t know that you have blockages, you likely did not read this meditation thoroughly and should probably do so.

How do you feel? More free? More focused? More in tune with life and happiness? Try to carry that-for most-unfamiliar feeling throughout the day. Things may start happening for you left and right πŸ˜‰

Wall Picture

Personal Growth

Amazing Alternatives to the 2020 3rd Dimensional Shit Show: Higher Dimensional Methods of Chilling Part 1: Discussions

“I want a refund”, I initially thought to myself when the year 2020 disintegrated into utter chaos. What would be a smooth year of smooth sailing and smooth graduating turned into a hectic hell of one global event after the other. Not only is there a pandemic, there is now a culture war raging, and do you know what is the best approach to such? Do what everyone does when the floor is lava: Seek higher ground*cough*frequencies*cough*

Yes, it’s a 3rd dimensional shit show.

Imagine all the drama(yes, that includes every side that is participating) as a literal shit show of shit being thrown around in the shittiest manner. I know there’s a shit ton of profanity in this already.

A lot of problems are being made for the sake of “starting a conversation” and even more problems are being made to address the destruction that has desecrated the data. And then the other side is being beaten up and so on.

I would not fathom to live to the day when leaders have exceeded the drama of pop stars. And for kicking and screaming-something attributed to babies-to be commonplace for adults.

This post is not to side with any 3rd dimensional side or the other. It’s all a shit show.

I have beliefs and you have beliefs but that’s not the point. The point is:

You don’t have to join the 3rd dimensional shit show.

Everyone in the history of everything has desired to enact change in order to reconfigure their environment to match their heart’s desire.

When we were cavemen banging sticks together for fun and survival, we took nature and changed it. As we moved forward in time, we began taking the animals and changing them-turning wolves into dogs. As time went on, we would move from making houses with our bare hands to utilizing massive machinery to lift millions of tons of stone and steel to craft skyscrapers.

Yes, there is validity in using bare hands and banging two rocks together to make a knife. But it is a rather crude method. And when such crude methods are being relied upon to cause massive change for an entire planet, it probably is not the wisest of choices.

Debate has been a time honored method of uncovering the truth. It was a massive upgrade from beating the hell out of anyone who disagrees with you or threatening to use force.

In scarcer times with scarcer consciousness, desperation was an underlying vibration. There was no time to talk, both parties had to agree quickly or else be swept by other forces in the process. If that meant beating up, stealing from, and killing the other human being, so be it.

As time progressed, there would be more opportunities to talk with one’s neighbor. There would be more time allotted to disagree with each other. As scarcity died, Debate was borne. No longer would you need to(immediately) kill the dissenters to your opinion. Now you were able to exchange ideas and have them fight head on head in a mental cage fight. Similar to how lynchings were executed by a mob using the “I kill dissenters” method, protests would become a rather rough form of debate.

But debate means that at the end, one party wins and the other loses. In the greater scsheme of thingss, no one really wins or loses, not even the overpowered alliance of Time and Death. There is Ego within the Debate format. There is still the low vibration of “I’m right and you’re wrong.” Even though both parties are closer to each other, there is still division sowed.

The Higher Dimensional Method of Chilling: The difference between Debate and Discussion and why we should Discuss things instead of Debate over them.

Welcome to the realm of discussion where ideas flow both sacred and profane(even though nothing is ever inherently sacred or profane, save for the consciousness that perceives whether it stems from division or Unity(Source) consciousness)

If anyone has failed to notice, the main vibration of 2020 at the moment is a “You must agree with me” and that “I am right and you’re wrong.” There are constant shots being fired over and over by both sides. Sometimes physical death does occur, but spiritual growth is essentially “yeeted”

By having an immense focus on “I’m right and you’re wrong”, division is sown. By having the ideal that you yourself or some group of people(any group) is “more correct” than another, you are separating yourselves from unity.

We don’t have to agree with each other to be friends. Interestingly enough, we don’t have to disagree to be enemies.

Random Thought

A kew feature that I mentioned on Debate was a “flow of information.” However, there is not much “reception of information.” What most people will do in a Debate is simply talk and not listen at all. And if they are desperate they will start screaming and then kicking and then even more dense stuff.

Discussions always will have listening along with speaking.

No more will there be the negative “I am right and you are wrong” frequency being tossed around like a hot smartphone on the verge of explosion due to an ill-fated android update. What will dominate the exchange is the vibration of

I have something cool to share with you and I can’t wait to see what you have to share with me.

The Shill Vibe of Discussion

Just because they have listened does not mean they will change to your side. In an untimely twist, you might have strengthened their beliefs. But that doesn’t matter because at least growth did occur and you learned of a new idea-even if it was shitty.

Some of the hardest things to do is to listen to those who you disagree of very much. It is also very hard to listen to an idea without attempting to refute it immediately-which is a necessity in a debate. You see, ther eis value in letting that idea pass gently into your consciousness, and if it is shitty, you now know one more thing not to do.

But Debates are fun because you get those OOOHHH moments

I myself still enjoy debates. But I now have a choice. No longer will engaging someone who does not believe in what I believe feel like a competition. No longer will I feel under pressure to performto keep my “reputation” up for the sake of meager social gain. No longer will I have to be divided from the other party.

It is okay to playfight and engage in lower dimensional things. There are lessons to learn and there is a thrill that higher dimensions simply cannot provide. There is also comfort and chill that the lower dimensions simply cannot provide either. You need both. Most people in this era however has already overindulged in the lower stuff. I guess that’s why people are trying to get so high so much.

Even though I don’t stomach violence too well and am against using it especially with the knowledge of more effective and very very very less painful higher dimensional methods, I do enjoy playing CSGO and guns are really fucking cool. There’s a reason why the 80s produced Rambo and the Terminator. Did I mention dynamite?

Of course, such lower dimensional things should not be taken into lower and darker vibrations. And the power of Love literally exceeds any firearm, nuke, or doomsday device so why not use such ultimate power for causing change?

Everyone wants to be heard

If you ever do find yourself in a discussion that you intend to have an audience, set the example-as monkey see monkey do(usually). Never silence anyone just because you find them stupid, brash, or even obscene/hateful(depending on which buzzword your side likes to use) for they will just get even louder.

Of course, engaging with such negativity is not a necessity. Everyone is learning in this on hell of a multidimensional planet. If it is not their time to head back up, give them time to roll in the mud. They will eventually learn without any need for you to scream nor kick. Simply set the higher example from where there is neither resistance nor division. Plus, there’s flying cars and broomsticks up there!

The Public Domain Images I don’t have to give credit to but here they are:

Train of Thought

An irrelevant first post in a only relatively relevant blog by an irrelevant unit consciousness.

I have decided to use the cliche rising sun picture as this is the first post of the Interdimensional Imbecile, it is rather insignificantly significant. I do hope you appreciate I took time to find one with water which alludes to that one Bible verse and general symbolism. There are mountains which also give more meaning. I guess this picture is not so cliche after all.

It will not garner as much views as I would like to have at the moment as I have just started. In Kung Fu Panda, it was stated that “there is now a level 0”, I feel like I am at level negative 1. Because there is nothing much to be said on this post anymore, allow me to ellaborate on the mundane history of this website.

I started this website out of a desire to make some car payments when I go into college given the lack of time for a job. One should not throw their youth away to grow up even faster as it is much easier to act older when young than be young when older. Hopefully the technology or mysticism will discover a way to break the cycle. Nevertheless, these mortal bonds despite being fun would not cause too much loss as the consciousness goes on. It is still quite rude to kick someone off the Minecraft server unfortunately.

How I got into this mess


I realized that of the content that I could post was content on Spirituality. I began my journey in the summer after 4th grade after I read an article of “How ESP works” on I was hooked and attempted to learn telekinesis and learned about some communiities that have developed methods(or at least visualizations) for creating energy balls and launching them at your foes.

My obsession was only intensified with the reading of Harry Potter where I desired to be an auror. To my dismay, I did not recieve a letter from Hogwarts when I was 11.

The art of channeling massive amounts of energy and getting it to the proper resonance to achieve such antics have all but been obscured by fluff and secrecy. It is also because the ability to levitate and perform other “miracles” are simply side effects of becoming more spiritual. Basically, “Those who can, do not care that they can.” There are greater rewards of seemingly Disney Cheese such as “inner peace”, “love”, and “the ability to ‘follow your heart’ to the fullest”.

During Middle School I would continue in pursuit of achieving such abilities. Eventually I came across Spirit Science which introduced me formally to what was formerly known was the “New Age” community but there is not really a name. You know us from the crystals, the pendulum, the tarot cards, loving nature and whatnot. An intersting aspect was that I was in a Catholic Youth Group at the time.

I did push back and desired to exact revenge, but revenge is not really worth it, and it also takes too much effort and resources, and people could just agree to disagree. Sure, it may be hard, but I do find Catholicism rather beautiful. And I do have friends whose opinions are quite the opposite from where I stand.

Where I stand now is rather weird for most of those reading this blog, well not given the target audience. I don’t stand on a side necessarily, I just stand on higher vibrations and having fun. I do not know where exactly that can be pinned on a “political/ideological alignment chart” if even possible at all.

I would watch Spirit Science and learn from Drunvalo Melchizedek and Robert Bruce-whose work in energy manipulation and kundalini is quite underrated. We have also seem to have forgetten about the “Sacred Space of the Heart.” unfortunately.

Did I fail to mention at one “Secret” movie?

I could go on and on about my influences. But I’m not a parrot. You will see all these great people who have went high in spirituality and they did not just ctrl+c ctrl+v whoever was the big kahuna of their time. Yes, they did listen, but they also sought for themselves original information. They experimented and took risks and were thus rewarded greatly. To lead for the sake of leading is bullshit, to follow for the sake of following is also bullshit as well. There appears to be some ancient knowledge that has been lost but has been brought forth into the consciousness of the fortunate few: Collaboration.

How I got the idea of the “Interdimensional Imbecile”

One of the “rebels” in what I call the “spiritual community” that I have met is Landria Onkka. She was the one who posted that famous video of “Manifesting without the Law of Attraction.” To some, her content presentation may be rather off-kitler and she could probably afford a better mic and webcam.

But the content of the knowledge that she shared was revolutionary and put into words what most simply felt in their hearts so a world of minds could hear the message of the soul.

I never thought about money until recently when I have started the process of acquiring a car. I do have a nice job but I am going into college in a month and a half. I do not intend of wasting too much of my youth on grinding for essays-those come easily for me however a job on top of college would leave me little time for getting illegally drunk under the lampshade and fucking bitches all night long-just kidding, I’m a fitness junkie and I’m gay.

I have never really seen myself as an ultimate source of information. Although I did have a really large ego in the past like other elementary school aged children tend to have. As I went deeper into the rabbit hole(or deeper into the wikipedia links if you want to use a more modern phrase) I realized the infinte amount of information and growth ahead of me which is why I say:

I am eternally a fool no matter how wise I may seem. And chances are, so are you.


As the nature of this blog is of spiritual matters and how they interact with the material realm, the term interdimensional came to mind-“imbecile” quickly followed suit.

Images I don’t have to cite because their public domain but they so good I will: