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Guest Post: Peace is a Choice by Alleyn Kane

Under the guidance of a Tae Kwon Do master, I had my first profound realisation with meditation

Alleyn is a writer, martial artist, and meditation practitioner. He has lived in and travelled throughout east Asia where he feels right at home. Until he finishes the novel that will unite humanity, bring world peace, and enlighten the universe, you’ll find him online, grafting as copy writer.

Throughout my life, I at times struggled with anger and anxiety. Rather serendipitously, I found the Korean martial art, Tae Kwon Do, or rather it found me, in my youth and set me on a different path. Through Tae Kwon Do, I was first introduced to meditation. Like all martial arts, Tae Kwon Do teaches self-control, so meditation compliments training perfectly.

Meditation was always practiced at the beginning and end of each Tae Kwon Do class. Our teacher used it as a tool to help us focus on our training and self-control. As an overthinker, I found it almost impossible to quieten my mind for long, so meditation became a battle. I spent most of the time scolding myself for not having immediately mastered the skill.

About a year into my training, I attended a Tae Kwon Do camp in Wales where I was introduced to my teacher’s teacher – a Tae Kwon Do master. Each morning, before training, the master led us on longer, more complex guided meditation journeys. It was during one of his sessions that something clicked for me and I was able to experience the power of meditation for the first time.

As we lay on the ground, the master guided us through an energy light-field meditation. We imagined that we were surrounded by pure white light and as we breathed in, this energy entered and filled our bodies. I could see the light, I could feel it enter and revive me, I felt completely calm, and I was able to resist the urge to follow my thoughts. Like never before, I was completely focused and at peace. I knew that something special was happening. All sense of time and the outside world slipped away. There was only the blissful feeling of calmness and the image of myself surrounded by light.

Eventually, our master brought us back. He said something that I have never forgotten. He told us to register the feeling of peace, to put a pin in it. He said that whatever peaceful state we were in at that moment was always present within us. He told us that we had opened a road within our minds to this state and that the road was always open, no matter what is going on around us. It was an incredible moment of realisation for me.

In the years since, I have continued to practice meditation outside of Tae Kwon Do. And although I am more experienced, that moment still stands out for me. Understanding that inner peace is a choice is what made the experience so profound. Once we know and accept that, we can choose to return to it, we can choose how to act, and we can choose not to let our emotions control us. Realising that we have a choice is the key to empowerment, self-control, and growth. Of course, it’s easy to say and difficult to practice. As humans, we are driven by our emotions. We are all prone to panic and anger, it’s an easier route for our brains to take. But by practicing meditation we can open a path to peace and self-control. And the more you open the path, the more likely you are to travel it.

Just knowing that a calm and controlled state exists within and is available at any time is a powerful first step towards self-mastery and a happier, more peaceful way of life. It’s simply a matter of choice.

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Starting Again and Looking Back: Reflections on a Dying Childhood Part. 1

It has been a while since I have divulged upon this blog. The featured image was a wallpaper I loved to use in middle school. I found it during the Christmas Holidays just near New Years and when AFV was a thing. I always saw it as a silly sunrise. But now it feels like a sad sunset. A goodbye to such an era with Roblox, Algodoo, and Qubo.

I became caught up in work, school, and whatnot. I “let my sorry notions go the way”.

What I did right however was find friends and spend time with them. Perhaps I could have spent more time with family as well, but that is another story for another day. I still made my effort.

Recently, I commented on a nostalgia song “Heist by Ben Folds” to someone who said the movie came out when they were 5 and they were now 17:

Enjoy it while it lasts 🙁
Soon you’ll find yourself warning the others.

Me wasting my youth looking back at more youthful times.

Looking Back

I see why every adult is so stuck in the past. They have all of their world decayed. That’s why they showed us their music, their cartoons, and their stories. I do not think many people are even familiar with the actual fairy tales anymore. And it is rare to find someone of my generation and even more so of the next that is able to climb a mere tree.

I remember playing around exploring stuff. But letting my obsession with being the best spoil the moment. In adolescence I fought with my parents like everyone else-but I realized wars could have been fought more nicely. I cried for the days gone. I miss them.

I have always wondered. what if I were to let go? Let go of those days and start off as a child again? Not in a literal sense. But to carry the lessons that were valuable, and start from scratch? The reason I propose such is from this quote:

But in his carefree youth, it seemed had seem almost like an abstract impossible thing to ever happen to him. Death seemed like an abstract impossible thing to happen to him. But with each passing decade he began to gauge the time he probably had left. And by h is 40s when he considered his halfway point-a best- he had come to know just one thing: You will get older.

The next thing you know, you are looking back, instead of forward.

It’s Such a Beautiful Day by Don Hertzfeldt

The 80s had their memes. And so did the 90s. I was of the 2010s. People rarely remember shoop da whoop and domo. Doge is undead eternal.

But when we were young. We had noothing to mourn. Perhaps it is better that way. To ride with the memes and learn. Not to analyze it like a cringy facebook mom. But to experience it the natural way. You just learn about such.

Who would want to grow up?

It is interesting to find that children can do things that you cannot even if you are older and more experienced. I remember as a child adults being jealous of my ability to not worry.

I am in the middle right now at the age of 19 in college. Hopefully I will not have to “grow up” in the sense that I will be burdened by such worries. If growing up entails that, I do not know why so many people are so insane to go through with such.

It may often be attributed that hard work is a “mature” trait. However, I beg to differ. As child I worked hard to achieve what I really wanted. I would spend hours playing videos games and-ironically-studying. I enjoyed knowing more than everyone else. Being good at everything.

Alas, that is something I have dropped. Sometimes being good was more important than having fun. In that sense, I lost that “grown up” part of me that was so prominent in my childhood.

Slaying some demons

I have been meditating more often. Life is being more in the 4k resolution rather than the 720 or 480p as most would have thought.

I have learned to face fears. In my early stages I was not afraid of anything. I lived life. I saw good in everything. I guess the taint of adulthood is already creeping the moment you come out of the womb. I have also learned that I don’t have to follow anyoness arbitrary ruless. I can be myself. And do as I please.

That is a good thing for some people, a bad thing for others. I’m not one to burn buildings at the tip of a hat. But I was barred from enjoying the popular music given a certain trait that I had. A certain trait that they claimed no one should be judged on, but judge on others themselves. It is controversial. But I have been noticing more people seeing the tomfoolery and transcending the situation. Either way, I’m more of a “bruh” type of guy. I predict in 10 years no one will give a damn like the term “jay”.

In 50 years it will be an oddity. I do not useit here not because I have no inhibition to say it, but I’m more of a “bruh” sort of guy. I guess once you get over the fear of it, you really have not much fear and the ability to do such really becomes irrelevant. (It was considered worse than fuck.) It’s fascinating to see acceptance of others using other wordss that have not even developed a friendly meaning for other groups. But this is the Interdimensional Imbecile and not the Shapiro Show. It’s really irrelevant at this point. I will just say again that I am glad to see more people from everywhere realizing the mess and realizing that it really has evolved into something more friendly. I can finally enjoy modern music without anxiety.

What happened to childhood. Realize I was in the crossfire of a Great War of Pointlesss Shit

Imma faire mah laizar

Hinting of cultural 3rd Dimensional drama, I believe the only time I can remember not having drama was in childhood. I just remembered playing gamess and seeing all of these adults attempt to teach us kidss to be kind and nice to each other whille slinging shit at each other.

It’s crazy to see how much shit slinging I have gotten to myself.

Perhaps if more people in the word were like children. It would be a nicer place to live.

A free world entails that there will be negativity. There will be bulliess and jerks. It is a part of learning. Without such one is incapable to handle. But standing up for oneself has almost been forbidden by the schools and the bully has the upper hand. One has to have a tooth broken before they gain favor.

We often ban children from participating in certain things due to their lack of development and understanding. But when they accidentally do certain things we treat them as adults as if they fully understood what they did to get revenge instead building them up. Be we limited them because they didn’t. I don’t think that’s the way-as in holding double standards and treating them as one or the other to reach a certain means. It feels as cheaty as a carnival game. A child is a child. A teenager is a teenager. An adult is an adult. I don’t see how people have lost sight of something basic. Don’t just remove meaning from the categories to suit your agenda. Did I say “we”, I mean they. Of course, for the sake of distinction, an adult is not necessarily a “grown up” who slaves over bills and politics. I do not know if I will stick to this terminology but for this article I will.

I really think if we really were to go by the “x is an x” standard. Most of you will agree that adults are mainly the immature ones. Kids are just caught in the crossfire. I’m still caught, but I’m halfway to being an “adult adult”. It seems they only want you to be an adult if they want to charge you with something.

I’m in this weird place now. Sure, I’m 19 and it is Texas and the USA so I am an “adult”. Even if I’m in one of those crazier stick-up-the-ass places, I am capable of quickly finding a means to support myself and live independently. But I still have that “spark of youth” within. I still can do crazy things without getting too many glares. Sure, you have some “fun old men” who are younger in spirit than their own offspring and possess more vitality than most(my grandfather is a prime example, he runs daily and exercises. I know most of you just sit and shit).

Can ai haz Chezburgher?

High school is a blur now. But it was a trudge. It was only 4 years of my life and it felt so long.. So it gives me hope that I can make the best out of college. The past 2 months also felt long. Given that it was 2020, I could use that as an excuse. But 2 months in high school as a senior also felt long.

Spirituality is messy. At least my path is. Not all rainbows and Firey Chariots.

This reflection isn’t really meant to be a critique on the current state of society. There’s more than enough resources for that. It’s for showing my mental process in processing all of this. There’s a lot of stuff. And I’ll send some more your way as I work my way to astral projection and a full Kundalini raising.

Most of you had probably hoped for a more encouraging piece during these times. But all this spirituality stuff. You realize that you have to master both the Dark and the Light.

Train of Thought

Above the Clouds: Don’t get caught in the Storm

“The world will be covered in a dark shroud of illusion while the Light enters this dimension”, was the message I obtained just before 2020. “Use this time to grow. Do not get caught with what is happening. All is not what it seems. Look within, only there will you grow. Left is Right, Right is Left, Up is Down, and Down is Up. You will not be able to tell where things are going from your eyes. Only from your heart.”

I kinda squandered some time despite getting some important information

2020 has a lot going on and I do think 2021 will not slow down. It will visibly be slower, but deeper things will be rushing by the likes of the underground rivers of the Earth. Those tuned on lower frequencies will not notice a thing except that things will become a lot more chiller. This will continue for some time. For others however, prepare for the

All was not lost

If you saw my media around that time(specifically Instagram). I did not take much heed to that message. I did not use my time too well in personal growth and I did not meditate as mu as I would have liked. Although, I feel that all of this was meant to be. I needed to know how struggling was like before I could teach others.

I also would bring forth a book to help people of ALL frequencies and vibrations. It needed to be capable of reaching the lower levels. I needed to know the terrain.

Birds fly in the Air. Fish swim in the Sea. While Worms Revel in the Dirt.

I could not reach others if I were to simply talk in higher terms. The higher terms are so simple but virtually impossible to directly translate to the lower dimensions where they would be readily understood.

Speaking to the Worms, Fish, and Birds

For example, Reality directly reflects Consciousness is very simple. What are you manifest is instantly around you. There is no “time buffer”. The only reason such exist s because you created-or manifested-one in your consciousness. Most people, even some of the most advanced manifestors would cry “bullshit” and “fluff” when I preach such. I will admit that I do have belief in a time buffer and I do understand how they experience manifestation. I can empathize not only sympathize. However, it is completely possible to immediately and instantly manifest everything and anything. More and more people will begin finding themselves be capable as more and more blockages are cleared.

Return to growth

Magical Meditation Horse
Getting back on the Magical Meditation Horse!

At the beginning of “Summer” after High School “ended”, I began hanging out with two of my friends quite closely. We did a lot around town and messed around. Recently however, we have been a bit distant. This is not a bbad thing. I believe this was so that I could have free time for myself to grow. I am about to begin learning how to raise Kundalini and face my innermost fears. Robert Bruce is very legit. You can find instructions of his Energy Techniques.

A side note…

Before I continue, these links are not affiliate links. I had to manifest the 400$ in order to take it. You want to have the focus to manifest 400$ to take it. Kundalini when raised improperly has killed people and ruined their lives. (An affiliate program would have been a fun way to get the money though) It was a rough one, but it was generally fun. I found a job earlier in around January and moved for one where my friends worked just around May.

I am not paid to say this. I have dealt with fluff in my years of Energy Work and whatnot. I can tell you when he says they are “more effective than any current technique”, he means it. I have not had as much success nor as much intense experiences from such. I literally have shit my pants. (No joke, intense Root Chakra activation will excite the organs nearby… And yeah… And this is not psychosomatic because I generally have firm stool. I have only have had loose stool during such. Wow. Now you know about my shit-literally. Anyways…)

He offers a free Energy Primer and you can get his books off amazon or find them. You will get information if you seek it one way or another. There is enough to piece on the forums and the internet on what he talks about and some of his main works were more polished versions of his forum posts.

It is difficult, but possible

Opening Sky

Recently, I have been meditating more and more. My senses have vastly improved and I can sense energy even more strongly. I am currently facing fears right now that were deep rooted in the past. Even though I am above the clouds, there are still challenges that await me.

Often I do find myself engaging in 3rd Dimensional politics and drama. It is so hard to watch the world appear to go bad without doing anything directly to help it(from a 3rd Dimensional Standpoint). I do sense that on the deepest levels that I do know that if I were to not directly engage with the 3rd Dimensional stuff it would still improve as the course has been generally set.

On the shallow levels, I have been growing more and more accepting to the fact that raising my frequency will do more help than staying in the Dirt. And in doing such, I inspire others to take the same journey. In the Kybalion, it is said higher principles override lower principles. The ability to manifest overrides the “solidity” of the earthly planes(which is why you do hear of “miracles” happening from attracting massive amounts of wealth or gurus levitating in the Himalayas).

The Storm is a choice

“The world will be covered in a dark shroud of illusion while the Light enters this dimension. Use this time to grow. Do not get caught with what is happening. All is not what it seems. Look within, only there will you grow. Left is Right, Right is Left, Up is Down, and Down is Up. You will not be able to tell where things are going from your eyes. Only from your heart.”

Message from Above

I urge you to grow. Some of you will still be involved in the lower levels because you have chosen on a higher level to experience such. Others, who have come here to raise the frequency, I urge you to remember. The Earth is entering a new era. This era will be perceived by those on such frequencies. Despite the opening of such possibility. We will maintain a diversity of frequencies but now the 5th dimension will be an “easier” possibility.

It is all a game of evolution

2020 be feeling like this at times

It is not less spiritual to be involved with the 3rd Dimension. The 3rd Dimension contains information that is not as apparent to the 5th Dimension. You never really get “hurt”.

Why people first person shooter video games? Warfare is exhilarating and exciting. And we learn a lot from working with team mates and being cautious. All without real bloodshed.

The same is why we came to the 3rd Dimension. It is a game. Play the game. You are a beautiful being regardless. Like video games, we can get so involved we forget where we come from. Like video games we desire to do stuff in “real life” as well. This is why we have more people ascending to the 5th dimension and activating their capabilities in such.

You have free will to choose your reality to your desire

If you desire to revel in the dirt.
By all means, you are beautiful for doing such and experiencing the lessons.

If you desire to swim in the sea, by all means, you are beautiful for doing such and experiencing the lessons.

But if you do desire to soar. Now is the time.
Go above the clouds.
Past the lightning bolts and thunder crash.
There you will find peace.

Gratitudes to these Public Domain Picture sources!
Hurricane Picture
Opening Sky

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Be not Afraid: Why Death is your Friend

The mysterious fortune teller lady from the Hollywood Movie realm magically spreads her cards. She arranges them in a familiar cross pattern and slowly turns over the card. “Your first card…”, she begins dramatically. The card in the center is overturned. It is a skull. “Death.”
“Oh shit o shit shit shit shit shit!”, you frantically scream as you attempt to make your way out of the dim parlor.

The ridiculous amount of incense both cloud your vision-and your smell. You feel nauseous… Maybe too nauseous as you finally feel the antique door. You can feel her eyes digging into your soul… Perhaps some ancient Gypsy Magic that has been passed down from generation to generation. “I don’t want your gypsy magic anymore!”, you scream. “I’m from California”, her croaky voice replies, “And my relatives were from Sweden.”

Most people are sensibly afraid of Death. Life is so awesome and has many things to offer. You have trees, the physical Sun, the wind, taxes, bills, jobs, cute doggos, aggressive doggos, psychic doggos, and hippies. Not many of us has ever contact those who have gone from this material realm and there lies the possibility that such contacts are merely the product of “human imagination”.

It may surprise you at first, but my favorite Tarot card is Death itself.

Wtf bro. How are you still alive to type this shit?

At least 50% of readers.

What is Death in the First Place?

Have you ever stopped to think what exactly death is? Chances are, probably not. Most likely you see death as rotten, decaying bodies. You see skulls, bones and grimp reapers. Perhaps you have lost someone you dearly loved to Death. Death is a cruel god. Perhaps you see Death as uncertainty. Will you go to Heaven? Or Hell? Is there even a Heaven or Hell? Or do you just cease to experience anything and become literally Nothing-something that is quite impossible for anyone to truly imagine being. Fortunately for you, those deal with the Afterlife(if such exists you think), we’re going to focus on our good ol’ friend Death.

“Our elders do not despise the new. It is because they mourn the end of their era, their world.”

Deep thought I had

Death is Merely the End of Something

Given the mortal nature of our bodies(due to our belief processes), Death is mostly associated with the end of life. We do not see it only in ourselves but in other species. When our ancestors hunted wild animals, they saw what was conscious suddenly become the likes of the stones that they had tread upon. Even the trees eventually die on their own. Is there no limit to what Death can touch?

Death is not limited to what is classically regarded as “alive”. Everything, even abstract concepts, are subject to Death. When humans entered the Earth it was the Death of an era of the ultimate rule of Nature over the Earth(although we should learn to work with Nature as Nature knows how to always win in the end). When we learned to farm and domesticate, our days of hunting and gathering virtually met Death. As we began creating machines such as wheels and irrigation, the age of having to spend so much effort on manual labor began walking towards Death. Even though we still have societies to this day that hunt and gather as well as perform only manual labor without any machinations, to the rest of society, such antique aspects of life are ultimately Dead.

The Death of something is not entirely bad

As we learn and grow, certain things become old and become blockages. The only thing we can do is to release and let them go. Sometimes it is sad to see such familiar things fade away. Recently, I was contemplating my childhood as I graduated High School. I saw what I would leave behind and what I would keep. Of course, has I have changed, so has those things and thus have went through Death.

It may be an odd way of seeing Death, but think of those annoying TV shows that you watched. Sure, other shows were and still are timeless classics such as Jacob Two Two and Rupert(only those who did not have cable will understand), but I can guarantee with a hand sanitizer 99.99% accuracy that there is a show that you cannot be paid to sit and watch(like Barney and Friends). I think we can agree that the Death of those days is a good thing.

Death has it’s time-do not go gung ho with Death plz

I hope that you have read through this article because I would like to make it super duper chocolately clear that this article is not advocate killing yourself or someone else. If you have already grabbed the butcher knife, please note that I had emphasized that Death has a side other than the death of biological life!

Death has a deeper side and is not limited to biological life!


But do not go bringing Death to things in your life that don’t need Death. If things are going well and you are satisfied, there is no need to “throw the console with the video games(or the “baby with the bathwater” if you’re from the older generations).

However, if you do need to end something in your life. Then now is the time-but be very sure. If you have a releationship that is simply not meant to be and you have tried to manifeset it getting better but the otheer person is not willing to hep improve it the only way is the Death of the Relationship(not the person, put the knife down). If you are in a terrible job and you have an opportunity or an amazing business idea that your Heart(true heart, not just “I feel”, but the one of LOVE, and not hate.), then it is time for the Death of the Job(and not your boss. Maybe they’ll bring Death to their era of being a shitty boss, but they can’t if they’re not alive so put down the katana and chill).

But still work with it

Death may seem like a scary thing. It “takes” away your loved ones and “demolishes” all that you have worked for. Death is not the end! It is merely the transition. What is necessarily for Birth, and a New Life.

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Ya boi Death

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Beauty of the Night: How to Overcome Fear

One of the most common associations with Night is negativity. There are shadows and darkness and things the creep and crawl. People that literally creep and crawl. Danger around every corner. It is not safe to be outside. You hide in your home with hope that no one will try to break in. You sleep restlessly in the Night in your most vulnerable position.

Why I find the Night beautiful

Other than Dusk and Dawn, I find the Night being more beautiful than Day. When you are with civilization, there are a multitude of sights to see and sounds to hear. People are still out and about having a good time. When driving on the Interstate, the sections with lights are look marvelous. Usually there are just enough people with you driving to keep the darker sections lit without overcrowding the road.

It may seem foolish to walk out at night but there is no heat to beat you down in the summertime. Without the hustle and bustle of the Day, there is a certain sense of peace that overwhelms the soul. As mankind goes to sleep, Nature stays awake. If there was any true “City that doesn’t sleep”, it would be Nature’s kingdom.

A song that would describe a peaceful walk at night would be Oliver Nelson’s “Stolen Moments”. It also goes well with Dusk and Dawn. (This is not an affiliate embed nor my Youtube channel. I make no money off of it. If anything, I am reward with joy for sharing such a chill song with you ^_^)

What about the Danger?

If you are in a state of true love and happiness and alignment at the same time, there is nothing that can harm you. I have not had anything bad happen to me walking outside alone at night. I know there are stories of other people, but those people are neither me nor you. It is one of the most remarkable experiences to “sense” everything around you being filled with love. Even in a dark alleyway there will be peace.

It’s not that the Universe has your back, the Universe is simply providing you with the experience that you have set your consciousness to. If you think about a Beautiful Night you get a Beautiful Night, if you think Spooky Night, then you will get a Spooky Night with Spooky Skeletons and Shivers Down your Spine. (Don’t forget about the Shrieking Skulls that Shock you Soul… And seal your Doom tonight).

Why there is still Fear of the Night

I will be honest that when you first go out at Night alone, there are so many things that look like something could be hiding there. There’s trees, dark alleyways, trashcans, and really sharp corners. It is deeply ingrained within our genetics:

We needed fear to survive lower dimensional consciousness, but we are evolving far beyond that.

What a study on mice says about men

Interestingly, a study done on mice scientifically proved that fearful beliefs can be passed from parent to child without having the child to have the same experience in the child. It involved mice and has yet to be performed on humans(given the nature of the experiment, it needs to be modified so it may be ethically carried out). On the other hand, if mice-which do share similarities with humans-(and thus are the choice of animal test subjects)-are able to pass down fears through generations genetically, it does point out that so can humans.

Even if it is not genetic, fear is still passed down through generations

It is not yet apparent that our fears are passed through our very DNA; however, our very culture, our Consciousness, does have fears ingrained that are taught from parent to child. It makes sense, a society educating their chidren on how to survive.

Moving past outdated lower dimensional fears

You do not need to fear the Night. There is is a Hidden Beauty that is available to you without any danger. As you shift your consciousness into higher realms of peace and love, all threats begin to fade away. Beause you resonate so strongly on Beauty and Awesome Shit, then nothing that doesn’t resonate on that vibration can come close to you.

If you do have any resonance of Unwanted Danger, then the Universe will dutifully bring to you what you have told it to bring to you.

It is usually a long process to work out deep beliefs. I myself am still in that process. The general steps go like this:

  1. Realize you have a fear or outdated belief
  2. Begin to contemplate upon it. Send it love and thank it for the lesson
  3. Release the belief without any resistance.
  4. 1-3 Wash, rinse, repeat.

Of course, even though these steps are simple, the execution of even step 1 can be difficult.

Step 1 in Detail

What beliefs do you have right now? Which beliefs serve you? Which ones hold you back. Make a list of possible beliefs if you are not sure. Did you ever have a good moment or wwanted to do something you knew that was good but then your mind hindered you? That’s likely a detrimental belief. Choose one for Step 2.

Step 2 in Detail

Why do you have this belief? Was there an experience that led you to support it? Can you reevaluate such experience? If you don’t know, is there any reason to support the belief? What 3rd Dimensional reasons justify such blieffs? What 4th and 5th Dimensional reasons can you think of? Is the belief out of Love? Can you find a way to turn the belief into Love?

Step 3 in Detail

Are there any reasons to keep this belief? Fear has no true power. It only appears to have power. The only power fear has is power that you have. It is now time to reclaim that power. Let the fear go. Fear is Blockage and thus meditation can be used to overcome and transcend such.

Step 4 in Detail

Letting go of Fear can be a taxing thing. If you need to take a break, by all means take a break. You already have a list from Step 1. If you don’t, you either have cleared all your fears or have some deeper ones. In time they will surface-you can also go deeper towards them.

Be not afraid of that Good Night

I was going to write a general conclusion but I just had an idea for a poem

Be not afraid of That Good Night
Be not afraid of That Good Night!
Do not fear Darkness, Shadows, and Things that Fright…

Although you may desire to see the Light
You may find it within…
On that Good Night.


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Train of Thought

An irrelevant first post in a only relatively relevant blog by an irrelevant unit consciousness.

I have decided to use the cliche rising sun picture as this is the first post of the Interdimensional Imbecile, it is rather insignificantly significant. I do hope you appreciate I took time to find one with water which alludes to that one Bible verse and general symbolism. There are mountains which also give more meaning. I guess this picture is not so cliche after all.

It will not garner as much views as I would like to have at the moment as I have just started. In Kung Fu Panda, it was stated that “there is now a level 0”, I feel like I am at level negative 1. Because there is nothing much to be said on this post anymore, allow me to ellaborate on the mundane history of this website.

I started this website out of a desire to make some car payments when I go into college given the lack of time for a job. One should not throw their youth away to grow up even faster as it is much easier to act older when young than be young when older. Hopefully the technology or mysticism will discover a way to break the cycle. Nevertheless, these mortal bonds despite being fun would not cause too much loss as the consciousness goes on. It is still quite rude to kick someone off the Minecraft server unfortunately.

How I got into this mess


I realized that of the content that I could post was content on Spirituality. I began my journey in the summer after 4th grade after I read an article of “How ESP works” on I was hooked and attempted to learn telekinesis and learned about some communiities that have developed methods(or at least visualizations) for creating energy balls and launching them at your foes.

My obsession was only intensified with the reading of Harry Potter where I desired to be an auror. To my dismay, I did not recieve a letter from Hogwarts when I was 11.

The art of channeling massive amounts of energy and getting it to the proper resonance to achieve such antics have all but been obscured by fluff and secrecy. It is also because the ability to levitate and perform other “miracles” are simply side effects of becoming more spiritual. Basically, “Those who can, do not care that they can.” There are greater rewards of seemingly Disney Cheese such as “inner peace”, “love”, and “the ability to ‘follow your heart’ to the fullest”.

During Middle School I would continue in pursuit of achieving such abilities. Eventually I came across Spirit Science which introduced me formally to what was formerly known was the “New Age” community but there is not really a name. You know us from the crystals, the pendulum, the tarot cards, loving nature and whatnot. An intersting aspect was that I was in a Catholic Youth Group at the time.

I did push back and desired to exact revenge, but revenge is not really worth it, and it also takes too much effort and resources, and people could just agree to disagree. Sure, it may be hard, but I do find Catholicism rather beautiful. And I do have friends whose opinions are quite the opposite from where I stand.

Where I stand now is rather weird for most of those reading this blog, well not given the target audience. I don’t stand on a side necessarily, I just stand on higher vibrations and having fun. I do not know where exactly that can be pinned on a “political/ideological alignment chart” if even possible at all.

I would watch Spirit Science and learn from Drunvalo Melchizedek and Robert Bruce-whose work in energy manipulation and kundalini is quite underrated. We have also seem to have forgetten about the “Sacred Space of the Heart.” unfortunately.

Did I fail to mention at one “Secret” movie?

I could go on and on about my influences. But I’m not a parrot. You will see all these great people who have went high in spirituality and they did not just ctrl+c ctrl+v whoever was the big kahuna of their time. Yes, they did listen, but they also sought for themselves original information. They experimented and took risks and were thus rewarded greatly. To lead for the sake of leading is bullshit, to follow for the sake of following is also bullshit as well. There appears to be some ancient knowledge that has been lost but has been brought forth into the consciousness of the fortunate few: Collaboration.

How I got the idea of the “Interdimensional Imbecile”

One of the “rebels” in what I call the “spiritual community” that I have met is Landria Onkka. She was the one who posted that famous video of “Manifesting without the Law of Attraction.” To some, her content presentation may be rather off-kitler and she could probably afford a better mic and webcam.

But the content of the knowledge that she shared was revolutionary and put into words what most simply felt in their hearts so a world of minds could hear the message of the soul.

I never thought about money until recently when I have started the process of acquiring a car. I do have a nice job but I am going into college in a month and a half. I do not intend of wasting too much of my youth on grinding for essays-those come easily for me however a job on top of college would leave me little time for getting illegally drunk under the lampshade and fucking bitches all night long-just kidding, I’m a fitness junkie and I’m gay.

I have never really seen myself as an ultimate source of information. Although I did have a really large ego in the past like other elementary school aged children tend to have. As I went deeper into the rabbit hole(or deeper into the wikipedia links if you want to use a more modern phrase) I realized the infinte amount of information and growth ahead of me which is why I say:

I am eternally a fool no matter how wise I may seem. And chances are, so are you.


As the nature of this blog is of spiritual matters and how they interact with the material realm, the term interdimensional came to mind-“imbecile” quickly followed suit.

Images I don’t have to cite because their public domain but they so good I will: